2014年11月17日星期一

Pep Talk for Myself in This Moment.

When seeing people accept the outcome happily and satisfied, I sense the joy at the same time. When hearing somebody do well in  the performance, I admire their ability and attitude toward what they've deserved. When sensing everybody laughing because of compliment, I don't feel good anymore. Instead, I become jealous, frustrated, doubted whether I did wrong or right. I did wrong this time without a doubt. I spent more time on others'concern than my problem and weakness. This time, the mind state will be different, and so will the outcome. The long-lost determination and perseverance need to be resumed from my bottom of my heart.

2014年11月4日星期二

Memorize through the window

What would you see through the window?
Passing car,
Fallen leaves,
Street light beside a tree,
Or nothing else but yourself,
Then,
I see a bitter stress and loneliness.
I miss the days we've spent together because 
They are much more easier, faster, and richer.


2014年10月21日星期二

Keep running in limited time

To me, challenge is not setting a big goal which isn't the greatest and faultless, instead, conquering my laziness every step of the way to every segmented part of a unfinished thing.

2014年10月15日星期三

Lost in the woods.

Eyes opens widely, but seeing nothing but ashes everywhere. The little girl is lost in the darkest side of the woods. "Where could I find the exist?" says the little girl. Which direction should and would she choose?

2014年10月11日星期六

"Pitiful" Snowflake

     Nobody would follow any one's will and respond properly to each acquirement.  I always consider and agree that people might identify my intention and seeking-help sign until the day before yesterday. I was totally wrong about it.  I was all thumb about the flat-tire  bike,and apparently needed someone else to help me. However, a middle-aged woman came forward to me, saying that I should push deeply into the tire so that the air could be filled in. Her tone was sounded harsh and mocking to me.  I felt so hurt and humiliated that I turned grumpy and complained in mind that why she didn't help and stood their like a log. En route to home, I retrospected the whole matter, telling my mom. After telling her, I stopped, sat, and gazed at some point. To some degree, I seemed to be picky and selfish to the woman and every aspect. Never should I expect others to meet our demands and contentment, even though she/he might try to achieve either or in reality they've never had that big-headed idea.  One who would support,follow,company, and work together is myself.  

2014年10月8日星期三

Magical moment

Can you imagine that you are going to head home in the next 24 hours? Now, I can get sketch from it.
Never do I see how much I like and miss my hometown until this special holiday comes at the corner.
All I want now is skip every thing, take the train, and open that red gate.

2014年10月5日星期日

The Image of fall

 It's getting more breezy and chilly, 
while I was standing underneath the eave.
 Looking up into the sky, 
there's no more dazzling 
but smooth sunlight in the tranquil yesterday 
and still air in the last afternoon. 
Looking further, 
asking myself how far could I reach my home and  how further could I step on my goal.