2014年12月13日 星期六

Another new thing worth a try

     I've been learning dancing for almost a month. Actually, it isn't like what I imagine peimarily. I used to think following your body and making various movements are called dance. It is easy without any effort like a person born to do something well. However, my thought is proved to be a wrong conception. I ignore the importance of the foundation.  A simple shake from right to left and from back and forth take me one week to practice. A simple up-and-down movement isn't easy to do perfectly and now I  am still practicing. Another thing worth mentioning is that dancing indeed takes more energy than jogging does, which makes me rethink the art of dance. Music has rhyme, and so does body, but it's not easy to achieve. Only through large amounts of practice do I sense it a little bit. The last reflection which I get few days ago is that dance is not only by heart but also by brain. It needs me to think  what would be the next step and how to make every moves seem "logical" and fluent rather than discrete. There will be audition hold on Thursday to choose who is suitable to perform on our club presentation , hope myself do well that day!!

2014年11月17日 星期一

Pep Talk for Myself in This Moment.

When seeing people accept the outcome happily and satisfied, I sense the joy at the same time. When hearing somebody do well in  the performance, I admire their ability and attitude toward what they've deserved. When sensing everybody laughing because of compliment, I don't feel good anymore. Instead, I become jealous, frustrated, doubted whether I did wrong or right. I did wrong this time without a doubt. I spent more time on others'concern than my problem and weakness. This time, the mind state will be different, and so will the outcome. The long-lost determination and perseverance need to be resumed from my bottom of my heart.

2014年11月4日 星期二

Memorize through the window

What would you see through the window?
Passing car,
Fallen leaves,
Street light beside a tree,
Or nothing else but yourself,
Then,
I see a bitter stress and loneliness.
I miss the days we've spent together because 
They are much more easier, faster, and richer.


2014年10月21日 星期二

Keep running in limited time

To me, challenge is not setting a big goal which isn't the greatest and faultless, instead, conquering my laziness every step of the way to every segmented part of a unfinished thing.

2014年10月15日 星期三

Lost in the woods.

Eyes opens widely, but seeing nothing but ashes everywhere. The little girl is lost in the darkest side of the woods. "Where could I find the exist?" says the little girl. Which direction should and would she choose?

2014年10月11日 星期六

"Pitiful" Snowflake

     Nobody would follow any one's will and respond properly to each acquirement.  I always consider and agree that people might identify my intention and seeking-help sign until the day before yesterday. I was totally wrong about it.  I was all thumb about the flat-tire  bike,and apparently needed someone else to help me. However, a middle-aged woman came forward to me, saying that I should push deeply into the tire so that the air could be filled in. Her tone was sounded harsh and mocking to me.  I felt so hurt and humiliated that I turned grumpy and complained in mind that why she didn't help and stood their like a log. En route to home, I retrospected the whole matter, telling my mom. After telling her, I stopped, sat, and gazed at some point. To some degree, I seemed to be picky and selfish to the woman and every aspect. Never should I expect others to meet our demands and contentment, even though she/he might try to achieve either or in reality they've never had that big-headed idea.  One who would support,follow,company, and work together is myself.  

2014年10月8日 星期三

Magical moment

Can you imagine that you are going to head home in the next 24 hours? Now, I can get sketch from it.
Never do I see how much I like and miss my hometown until this special holiday comes at the corner.
All I want now is skip every thing, take the train, and open that red gate.