Pep Talk for Myself in This Moment.

When seeing people accept the outcome happily and satisfied, I sense the joy at the same time. When hearing somebody do well in  the performance, I admire their ability and attitude toward what they've deserved. When sensing everybody laughing because of compliment, I don't feel good anymore. Instead, I become jealous, frustrated, doubted whether I did wrong or right. I did wrong this time without a doubt. I spent more time on others'concern than my problem and weakness. This time, the mind state will be different, and so will the outcome. The long-lost determination and perseverance need to be resumed from my bottom of my heart.